n., pl. [Ancient Attic Greek] boots





Posted: 12 hours ago ● 2 notesReblog

i have been feeling incredibly depressed.  talking to people has become increasingly more difficult.  keep having fits of intense anxiety for no discernible reason.  this site has absolutely not been helping with anything, so i’ve been avoiding it.

but i’m going back to the psychiatrist in about a week.  here’s hoping he’ll give me a ‘script for an antidepressant that doesn’t make me incredibly ill.

also, thank you so much to everyone who donated money.  your kindness has been about the only thing keeping me from giving up entirely.

Posted: 1 day ago ● 5 notesReblog
Artist: Matt Ludwig
Track: And So We'll Stay
Plays: 20

metz77:

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Posted: 4 days ago ● 612 notesReblog

manifest05:

The Monument to the Martyrs in Damascus by Abdo Kass-Khout in 1985. It was built to remember those fallen for Syria. Inside, it contains a large atrium that is sunken into the ground, recalling a crypt. The dome represents heaven as understood by the ancient cultures of the Levant featured in the Quran and the Bible. It was thought that the sky was a cupola of water held up by great pillars over earth that separated us from heaven. This, combined with Arab architectural features, helps to define the Syrian identity and demonstrates their complex and historical heritage. 

(via architectureofdoom)

Posted: 4 days ago ● 0 notesReblog

I don’t know what to do. Can’t shake this despair. Can’t go more than an hour without thoughts of hurting myself. But I have to work today. It’s my only fucking shift this week. And I have to talk to the landlady about our options (if any) for getting out of the lease. And I have to keep applying for work. I have to find something. I have to figure out what we’re supposed to do.

But all I can think of are ways to punish myself. And that I deserve this situation. Or worse. And that, even if we get past the first, I still have to find a way to pay this ticket, my student loan debt, car insurance, this $100 phone bill for a land line that I only got for a fucking job offer that fell through… And then we’re right back here, desperate for money, in a month.

It’s all my fault. If I’d been able to keep it together, if I hadn’t started having panic attacks at work, if I wasn’t so fucking stupid and so useless, we wouldn’t be in this position. There’s nothing I can do to make this right.

Posted: 4 days ago ● 12 notesReblog

Need help to pay rent and bills

kothornoi:

Really hate having to do this, but I’m out of options at this point. Both my boyfriend’s family and mine have given us all they can, but we’re still over $200 short. I’m going to be putting together samples and information for commissions. We need the money in the next three days, however.

So, if you can help, please send money to my boyfriend’s PayPal (kiwikittyboy at gmail) or reblog this post.

If you want more details about our situation, I am happy to elaborate via messages. Or you can read through all my agonizing about it on Twitter. I’ve never done this before, so I don’t really know what else to say. Just going to post this before I have a panic attack.

Job leads would also be much appreciated.  While we’re currently in Tallahassee, my father is in Indian Lakes (near Lake Wales, in turn near Sebring, Winter Haven, Lakeland, etc.).  My boyfriend’s family is in Deerfield Beach (near Boca Rotan, Fort Lauderdale).  I also have family in Little Rock and Fort Smith, Arkansas.  A friend has also offered us a place in the Dallas/Fort Worth area.  Obviously, we’re only looking to relocate if there’s employment involved.

Just sent out ten more applications, so I think I’m going to lay in the fetal position for a while.

Posted: 4 days ago ● 1,495 notesReblog

chignonesque:

Dragon Age: Inquistion

Playable races: Qunari [1/4]

(via rhaegartargaryen)

Posted: 5 days ago ● 12 notesReblog

Need help to pay rent and bills

Really hate having to do this, but I’m out of options at this point. Both my boyfriend’s family and mine have given us all they can, but we’re still over $200 short. I’m going to be putting together samples and information for commissions. We need the money in the next three days, however.

So, if you can help, please send money to my boyfriend’s PayPal (kiwikittyboy at gmail) or reblog this post.

If you want more details about our situation, I am happy to elaborate via messages. Or you can read through all my agonizing about it on Twitter. I’ve never done this before, so I don’t really know what else to say. Just going to post this before I have a panic attack.

Posted: 6 days ago ● 0 notesReblog

Playing with Hadassah’s face

Posted: 6 days ago ● 214 notesReblog

myrrdesketchbook:

And for the more heinous serious reason for this epic drawing!

Guess what guys? It’s time for new giveaway!

My occasionally desperate attempts to become better at doodling stuff have already been witnessed by many people, and since my first giveaway some time back the amount of people here has pretty much doubled. The number is already so big I don’t know how to even pronounce it. I don’t know how you all got here, but I’m happy you did. <33

And for that, it’s again time to do silly things! Last time it was Mûr’s cock running loose, now it’s time to let this adorable and kind man be wild and spread flower love all around your dash! So, like or reblog, or both if you feel daring (as many times it pleases you ‘cos I can’t honestly count very far), and you too share the possibility to get yourself drawing from me. And what could be better than to tell you, I’ll draw character of your choosing wearing a flower crown! Yaaaaaaay!!!

Now, as I already hear you running screaming at the opposite direction from me, I keep this short. There will be two winners this time, sharing the first place. Price will be same styled drawing I made of Mûr, with flowers you choose. Simple!

Just remember, you need to be following me or you won’t count in. If you choose to leave after this nonsense is over, well, still your loss, ‘cos I happen to be awesome.

When will this madness end, you ask? It will end on 27th of July.

Now, RUN MÛR, OR THEY WILL CATCH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Posted: 6 days ago ● 979 notesReblog

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